The guy behind my mind

Really stop me,
It's hurts everytime I'm not special,
It's not me,
Takeover my real self.

Blinded by the false freedom illusion,
He conquers my true light,
Separating my existance,
From the soul that fill me.

Everyone convince me,
That voice was my mind,
Convince me,
I accept that.

Thru the years, time goes by,
I felt empty,
The rage red my eyes,
Always blinded by that guy.

Never realize when it started,
I thought I was me,
My best friend, agains the world,
I saw, the face, it was him.

I would not fight him,
I would not confront him,
I would not tame him.
Everyday I know he is not me.